Entry title: miss everyone!
Date / Time : Tuesday, December 15, 2009 / 5:13 PM
Yesterday was tiring!! In the afternoon, went for a run. I ran to school. aiyah, only hockey babes know. ;D I took 18 mins to reach school! Reached there, rest kejap, did some weights for awhile. Then C starts training, I told him, Im not running, coz I'll ran here, & running back home. So, he says ok. I wanna do more on weights, but that time was already 350pm, && im suppose to be off by 4. C says I need atleast 30 mins to do weights. Then C talk about me for while. Then he ask me to go home. I ran back, TAKING 23 MINS! 5 mins longer! bullshit huh?
Reached home, read my msgs, Jas says meet at Juring East Mrt at 6.15. The time I read it was at 445! I like, WTH??!! ive just reached, resting (my resting is atleast 1 hour!), and i have not yet bathe! hahha! I told jas that! All she reply was, quickly go bathe! go go! haha! She ask me quickly bathe, but then , she reach Jurong East at 635. -.- hahahaa!
Reached airport late, Aaron ,Macarios, Mel, Ili, Irnny were already there. Hugs given. Missed all of them freaking lots! While waiting for Sherelle, we laughed about the memories at the camp. Sherelle came, we talk2. Then halfway, Veronika came too. She's going off too. Sherelle went in first, then Veronika. After they both went in, we ate at Popeye's. Funny ah! Video was recorded . Then home-d at 1235. -.-
Tomorrow's Jorge flight. Imnot too sure whether I can make it though. Hopefully I can make it. Pray to god!
I WAN GO SCHOOL QUICK!! TK LEH ANGS AH 2MONTHS HOLIDAY! -.-
Entry title: SURVIVORS! , ONE LOVE!!! :'(
Date / Time : Sunday, December 13, 2009 / 5:57 PM
Im back! YOG Friendship Camp was hell yea, Freakin AWESOME!! Its damn fun! I'll tell ya the whole schedule yah?oh ya, I've un-private this blog forAARON'S SAKE! hahah!
1st day, went to Singapore Sports School at around 1115. Yadayadayada... My roommates were Sian ( pronouced as Shawn) from Spore, Sherelle from Trinidad & Tribago and Veronika from Hungary. Im in group 31, but we mixed with 32. We're like a family yknow! =D we, both groups, call ourselves, SURVIVORS, && our "motto" is ONE LOVE! Reasons for our motto was beacuse of the song. Haha, it was hilarious! We just did team bonding games till aroud 4, where we were told to change to our ethnic costume & get ready for the Opening Ceremony. It was ok ah the first day, coz ive not yet know my family names yet, but I have lots of fun with Sian & Ily (spore)! I slept at 1 on the first night. Haha!
2nd day, we did sports exploration. I took Pencak Silat together withIly(spore) and Erney (Brunei Darusalam).GEREK AH SILAT! Freakin fun!It took around half of the day ,meaning till 4pm. Then we relax till 6, had dinner till 745 ? Then had Chat With The Champions Session 1. There'sAsafa Powell, Dexter Lee,&& Veronica-Campbell. && We pused Cuthbert Up to stage!These was the time when I get to remeber most names of SURVIVOR'S Family. Here;- Spore; Me, Ily, Sian, Wan Ping, Aaron, Dzul, Jaslin, JP,Yew Wei, Prab, Macorios. Foreigners ;-Gustavo, Lovelite, Carlton, Cuthbert( JAMAICAN! =D),Supacorn( Thailand), ERNEY!(Brunei Darusalam), Sherelle (Trinidad & Tribago),Veronika(Hungary),Dave(Cook Island),Sophi( Paraguay),Jorge, Emma(Tinusia),Camila, Hsiang-Ping( Taiwan),Ahmed, Namita(India). Facilitators areMelissa & Irin. This night was fabulous, This night was when I know Erney's true colours! hahahah! Noisy! =DI have to say all of us are noisy! This night, we sat all the back at the corner and we're the noisiest ok!
3rd day, we went for tours to Kampong Glam, Little India && Marina Barrage. Kampong Glam and Little India were, idk, not kinda fun? When we were at Marina Barrage, then the chaos came back!Oh ya, even in the bus! So noisy! We played Gwang Tong Chao Mian (La), Cantonese Fried Noodle Game. HAHA! At night, we have another Chat With The Champions, Michael Klim.&& There's one part where he open his shirt to show his muscular body! haha! Since we were noisy yesterday night, we were told to sit right behind the VIPS. So, his wife was sitting infront of me! Dioganal I mean. Haha!
4th Day, a whole day at Pulau Ubin, for OBS. =D We did High Elements first. I was first to do it! Stuck ah!! Its damn high ok!! && menggeletarrrr... AH! DIAM -.- Then we had lunch, then we did rafting. Group31 lost to 32. Haha. Funny part was after that. Intructor was talking, && suddenly we heard sumone at the back blowing his nose damn freakin loud! We turn, & we saw Carlton blowing his nose! Next thing was that we saw this long greeen thing, tangling down his nose!! its about 20 cm long yknow! We all go EEEWWWWW!!!!!OMGOMGOMG!!! hahahahha. && we watched him pulling down that thing 3 times! hahahhaha! After dinner, Bonding games huh? At night, I cant stop laughing with Sherelle, Veronika & Sian! haha! We laughed about GREEN BANANAS, NUGGETS!, haha! and about Sherelle's drawings! haha!
5th Day, had our second sports exploration. I choose Golf ah! hahaha. Ok uh. Had lots of fun with Emna! Was really hot yknow. We went to Orchid Golf Club ah. Then got back, rest for an hour or so, && then off to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve to have some nature stuffs. Namita gold medal champion huh!! && The guys are so active halfway because of nuggets and green bananas huh? haha! They have big versions & small ones. hahha! Then off to school back, && got changed. We had closing Ceremony afterwards. IT WAS HELL YEA FUN!With Namita dancing JAIHO! The funny part was that, the the ceremony, SURVIVORS were walking around! ALL OF US don't really give a damn to the concerts and stuffs. HAHA. Then we have to go off, cries everywhere. Like Mel & Irnny says, we're the best group. We dont give problems like other groups, && its very difficult for us to get seperated.
Today morning, i look through at the momentos. && i didnt know the postcard was from Irnny && Mel! stupid huh?!I miss SURVIVORS! Currently chatting with Aaron,Jas, Macarios, Ili,Emma,Dzul. Cant stop laughing with them! I'll post the pics ASAP ok?!!!! Today afternoon hell ahhh......
Entry title: syg mamat!
Date / Time : Monday, December 7, 2009 / 11:17 PM
Kakak had already went off for the camp today afternoon. Tomorrow my turn ah. Haha! Excited yet nervous. Why excited? Coz I sneak to see the schedule of the days, its kind fun! why nervous, NO COMPANIES! DIE. Buat kecoh ah kat sane? set.
Training was OK. Just now play as a defender! 1st time in sec 3! -.- Last was sec 1 ah abeyh. Syiok ah play defender! haha. -.- Penat ah, bye!
SUE HANA NOORUN, krg semuenya hilang kemana? :( Org disini berase sungguh sedih sekali kerana sudah lama tidak berjumpa dengan kamu semua. :'( BOOHOO!
Friday training was idk? Thanks to Ashraf ah kene marah! hahaha! -.- Leave at 640, was late ah, but was hold back by Ms L. She wanna have a talk, so, have a go. I cried tau! ergh. She's helping out. Thanks Ms L. =) Homed, && off.
Home-d at 1145pm yesterday. Ok lah the trip. I've got no friend. :( See ah, force people go sumore. Total of Four cars on the go. haha. 1 my car, other one is mum's friend's, while the other two is mum's friend's inlaws or idk what? something like that. The coolest part was that, they bought Walkie Talkies!!
1st night , otw, Mum says we sleeping at an unused house. RABAK! takot ah! Unused house tau! The owner like come once in a while. No choice, slept there, but alhamdullilah nothing happen. Otw there, inside car. To prevent drivers from falling asleep, they all gave teke teki. Riddle, yknow riddle? yah, riddle. Haha. Then halfway, driver 1 shouts," LEMBU! LEMBU! LEMBU!" Dad drive slowly. looking out for the cow, I also help uh. Then suddenly, saw like a brown thing, shaking && going backwards, afterwards, saw the head. terkejut sak! haha! byk babat ah tuh lembu!
2nd day off to the Resort. BAEK PUNYA! Went in, was TOILET, not bedroom. The toilet has got a glass floor( can see the sea below us), 1 shower, 1 bathtub, 1 toilet bowl. Then then bedroom! aha!
Tmr camp. 1st sis going ah!! she become the Facilitator.
Entry title: Team, C. is the one i gave most respect to.
Date / Time : Thursday, December 3, 2009 / 8:50 PM
When it comes to a matter of fact, I'M LAZY TO EDIT THE PREVIOUS POST! Damn it huh? Too much to edit, lazy.
Yesterday's training was horrendous. But thank god I did physical training & runs by myself. Stamina OK lahhor? A bit drop. What you expect? I jogged, not run. Idiotic me. Been so stress this week & so next week. *sigh* Friends starts to notice, Even C. Talk to C about it while waiting for Dad to fetch me. I post about later Kay? :(
Today was a bore. Stayed home all day. Dad ask me read book for 2 hours, I said OK. But my annoying sisters said that they've got no books to read, they want to go library. DAD ASK ME FOLLOW, && READ MY OWN BOOK THERE! buatlawakpe? Of course ah never go! I BANTAH! haha! -.- Still, asshole, I DON'T WAN GO AH TOMORROW! pantatayambtol. Dad cheat my feelings. Sampaihati.:(
So Friends, this MIGHT be my last post, till 14 Dec Maybe? If I'm not tired, I'll try to post on 7Dec , Monday, OK? If I'm not tired uh. OK? I know someone will miss me. HAHHA! -.- fake ahs. Serious shit, gonna misshockey bebs. :(
aite, here it goes~ * i wrote it with all might! you might not wanna read it.*
Had a talk with C like I said. He understands everything. Meant to say that, whatever I'm facing through, he knows. C knows I'm stress, Dun ask me how, I myself dun know. I find it weird for them to reward me, so does C. C's shocked about tomorrow's event. C laughed. I giggled. I get what he meant. Y said I'm lucky. Y, I'm not. You wouldn't like it. :( C said, he have tried everything that he could to help, but unfortunately, nothing changed. He cant help any further. Thanks C. C realised why he acts like that suddenly, yknow, always fetching me. Yet, C doesn't know why. I told C straight away. C's shocked. C kind of expected it a bit somehow. C argued," Are these girls bad companies?" sort of that way. I answered, obviously, no. C totally agreed. I told C that I told them that they're good girls, not bad,they don't teach me bad stuffs like smoking , they're responsible && everything. Still, C couldn't believe that they didn't believe. They're the best. Forever at top. C finally, ask me 1 question, " Have they ever ask you to quit" . I was about to burst to tears, but I hold on. I have to be frank to C. As normal, C expects it. Of course I told him, I wont, even if they want, its my decision in the end, because I don't wanna lose thebest team EVER. C says C has to be fair. I cant play. I nodded. I dun mind about his decision. C really has to be fair. I accept that. It my fault too. I don't mind sitting at the bench. But the thing I mind most is my performance. Sitting on bench is nothing, but when I go in is something. It only brings the whole team down if I perform badly. C says Ive improved a lot. I whispered in my heart, I did not, it just got worst, training by training. C says, I'm just lack of confidence. I nodded. Yes, training by training, it lacks more and more. C says," This is only sec 3, what about sec 4." . I have not yet told C, that next year, there might be a high chance I'm not allowed to come at all after Bdiv. I have not yet told C about my next week full absents. I just don't know how to tell C. Like C said, C had talked to them a lot of stuffs, still, nothing change. C had done a lot. C could do nothing more. Thanks C. Team, things for me have really changed a lot. For me, not coming for training with you guys, its not good for you all. I'm trying my very best to fight for whats right . If you've ever heard tat they say you guys are influencing me, please, dun be angry. Y and Shushu might know why. They're wrong. No, wait, half right. You guys influence me to be a better one. Tell me if I'm wrong. You guys showed me how important this team is. We fight through together thick n thin, remember? They're just waiting for the day whereby I'll stop, but I've promised, that day wont come. Because, I do not want to get separated by the strongest,always-be-there-for-each-other & *indescribable awesome words* team, ever. :)
Entry title: Rindu ~
Date / Time : Thursday, November 26, 2009 / 5:05 PM
Just got back home from Bowling with Yana, Megan,MieraKay && Ct. CT && Miera join in halfway. If not only 3 of u going. Ct being forced to come uh, as always. HAHAH! Played a total of 3 games. Last bowl , all use left hand! CT idea!hahha.. Megan have videos on Ct's bowls. KEKEK! One video, Ct was about to bowl,the ball was already been swung behind, then saw no pins there. Then she." eh eh!" walk back then sits. HAHAH. Semue tk leh angkat sak ketawe. Then we saw the dun know who lah , an umpire, who always takes TW games one. Tired, went Lot to eat. Homed at 4. BEST!
Im going off tonight. Not tonight uh exactly. At around 2. Who not sleeping msg me ah! hhha! tk tau malu. -.- Will be back home around Monday night. Wah best ah. This weekend go KL && Melake, Next weekend, Go Portdicson. Then Got 5 days camp! wah! gerek! -.- Ouh yah, My cousins go LA tau! Los Angeles!! saket hati, this year I never take plane. If not 3 yrs straight seyh. -.-
Raihanah. 18 July 1994.
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